Liam

A post I never thought I’d have to write. I know it’s been a while since I last wrote on here. I felt the need to share my thoughts on this subject.

It’s been nearly 2 weeks since he passed away. There’s been a lot of speculation about his death and honestly my head has been all over the place.

Firstly, when I heard the news I honestly thought it was a wind up. Couldn’t possibly be true. Part of me still wishes he will appear and see only kidding with that big smile of his and laugh.

Then the realisation hit me. He’s gone. Something I never thought I’d see in my lifetime. I mean he was so young.

As someone, who’s a bit older than one directions average fans I did like their music and saw them live a couple of times. I either dragged someone with me or went on my own. Looking like a cougar with no excuse of kids as to why I was there! Just wanted to see them live. I’m so thankful that I did.

I loved all the boys in the group at different times for different reasons. Liam and Niall both being a Virgo like me I can relate to Liam and even more so as I’ve seen so many videos of him and his interactions and how he’s described. He used humour to hide his pain. Something a lot of people do.

I’m absolutely devastated that he’s gone. I still can’t believe it and it’s made me cry so much the last couple of weeks. I’ve not cried this much in a long time. I know I cried a lot when caroline flack passed away. Despite not knowing either of them their deaths have both hit home with me. I watched Liam grow up. I was like a proud parent seeing one direction grow up from X factor days.

I don’t know the music industry and I don’t know the ins and outs of his life but I’m devastated all the same like so many. He was a beautiful man with a beautiful soul. So talented. Breaks my heart that he is no longer with us.

I’ve seen lots of things online and theories which I won’t share. I don’t want to share my thoughts in this post I just want to share how loved Liam was. He may not have known it but he really was! ❤️

My thoughts and prayers go out to everyone suffering at this time! Much love ❤️